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Insecurities, shyness, and paranoia do not mix well at ALL.
They ruined my whole day, in fact.
God, I'm DUMB.

I want to have life experiences to Anthems for a Seventeen-Year-Old Girl by Broken Social Scene, but the way things are going, that is NOT going to happen ever.

And my computer is in China.

And I'm damn sad.

Damn.

I want passion in my eyes

This shy girl is moving on up, going to fucking college in a week and a half.
I don't know what to do, really.
I think I'm going to like it but I'm worried. I think I'll be the youngest one there. And that everyone will hate me and ostracize me or whatever.
It's normal paranoia, but in that setting it's going to be worse.
Here's something.



Click it! It's what I'm going to school for, it better be good.

Now it's time to be cryptic!
I hate it when something good comes along and I kind of let it go by. I get worried if people are too nice to me. Normal paranoia for me, once again.
But I let things go by too late, I can count all these things and then slap my head because I'm an idiot about it.

I'm just going to become a raging asexual and reproduce by budding, it's gonna be okay!

it's summertime

"So when I called my dad to say I was sorry I missed church, he told me, 'There's someone bigger you should be saying sorry to.'"
"HE MEANT GOD!"

Girl's Night was generally a success. Lots of laffs were had.

I'm navigationally retarded.

Pictures to come later

PS: If all goes well, I'm going to have a new laptop computer by the end up today.

translation

I'll start this blog off with a song reccomendation.
Broken Social Scene - Major Label Debut (Fast)
Today I took my dog for a walk on the beach. We both ran and I listened to that song really really loud on my headphones. I felt like I was in a movie.

I'm very excited for tomorrow. I work from 8:30 until 4:30 (yay Souris Library!), and then some friends I haven't seen in a while are picking me up and we're hitting up CHARLOTTETOWN.
This is the conversation I had with my friend the other night about it:

"Yeah, we're going to go to town and have a girl's day on Tuesday!"
"Sweet!"
"Yeah, it'll be me, you, Mary Theresa and Jason!"
"I can't wait!"

How sad, we don't even think he's a man.

Anyway, it will hopefully be a good time. I'm going to take squillions of pictures, maybe.