hoodrathoodratHOOCHIEMAMA

OH GOD I'M ALIVE.

i'm making a post because it's 1:42 am and i'm not asleep and i should be, and i'm just worrying about dumbass shit i shouldn't be worrying about. they include:

- my stupid stupid board game i'm making for school. it's a pirate memory game. called "remembarrr!" i fucking hate pirates. the only good thing about it is the name, and i didn't even come up with that. or the whole idea of a less piratey pirate memory game. oh fuck. i should've just went for "snakes and snakes," if i'm going to waste my time designing board games from little britain sketches.
- the fact that i have like, month-overdue library books. i only think about them when there's NO WAY i can return them. like when it's 1:42 in the morning.
- my passive-agressive desperation makes me really obsessive and pathetic. figure that one out. basically, i just wish i didn't have standards sometimes. VAGUE VAGUE VAGUE. (I'M TALKING ABOUT BOYS IN CASE YOU DIDN'T NOTICE.) i could be a huge slut if i wanted to be! like when that carnie was all "i would be all over you if i wasn't married," i could've said, "OH LOL I DON'T CARE LET'S DO IT." BUT I DIDN'T. A BLESSING AND A CURSE, THESE MORALS.
- i need a haircut so badly. my awful grown out stupid hair makes everything else about my appearance look stupid. i can't look hot with my bangs pinned back. SHALLOW.
- i spend too much money on awful awful food.
- WHAT AM I GOING TO DO AFTER SCHOOL AHHH OH SHIT. what if i don't get a job? i'll be crushed. a lot.
- can i go on living my mac-centric life without osx leopard?
- i need a winter coat that i can love.
- i miss tim horton's butternut squash soup.
- i haven't had an egg roll in years.
- I CAN'T TELL IF I'M LOSING OR GAINING WEIGHT.
- i don't have time to buy avacados to make guacamole. when am i going to by avacados. oh shit, i was avacados RIGHT. NOW.

THIS SHIT KEEPS ME AWAKE AT NIGHT.

and can i just say that walking from baba's, to the the china garden, to some house somewhere (?) to MCDONALDS, to the 24 HOUR NEEDS, and then BACK TO THE HUTCH with newly aquired chips/iced tea/jersey milk bar is a TERRIBLE TERRIBLE IDEA? especially in crazy mod boots. every time i saw a car i wished they'd stop and offer me a drive home. i sat down on the little garden wall in front of mcdonalds and made a drunken promise to move to toronto. i lost a devil horn headband, and then found it without realizing i'd lost it in the first place. i yelled "IM HUNGRY" to some guy outside dinos. fuck. i was hungry.
so it was a terrible idea, but it made for ~*HiLaRiOuS tImEs*~ so i'm kinda glad i did. but my feet still hurt.

drunk on hump day

This song is way too awesome.
CocoRosie - Rainbowarriors

In other news, I am way too excited for Wednesday night.
"Uhhh yeah we make these out back."

rainbowarriors

i'm insanely worried that something is going to happen to my opa.
my mom called me and said "no, no news here..." and before i hung up she said "OH opa was in the hospital, he was there for a week and had to have surgery. and he was in a little accident, he tried to open the window when he was driving but he opened the door and went in the swamp and the tow truck had to pull him out."
WTF MOM.

though that i knew what colours were

ohhh why are the sensible songs all recorded on boomboxes with a severely out of tune guitar?

no no no no no no no no

This album is everything I need right now, for some reason.
Here's a song from it, yay.

Discount - Half Fiction

Why did Alison Mosshart have to be all "k bye I'm gonna go be in the Kills now."?
The Kills are awful.

last.fm

http://www.last.fm/user/limechordial/
It FINALLY works on my computer.
Go there, add me, judge me based on my taste in music. PLEASE.

And just for giggles, here's the account I used on the computer at home.
http://www.last.fm/user/danceanthem/
Now it just tracks what my sister listens to. Fuck, she has good tase in music. Except I don't know what that Carrie Underwood song is doing there with SO MANY PLAYS.

old pictures

My photobucket os a goldmine of hilarity. Trust me.


My Karen O Halloween costume. Shit.


Drew Barrymore's ex-boyfriend in a kimono.


My shelf's got the angles. How shitty. I fucking haaaated Industrial Arts.


HOW DID I SLEEP?!


ugly dog.


OH FLATNOSE. I WOULD GIVE YOU A HEART.


Honestly, HOW DID I SLEEP?


ROOOOOOOLZ


WHY ARE THERE SO MANY PICTURES OF MY ROOM? check out the checked vinyl wrist cuff. I actually wore it. It made me sweaty. I totally get points for being like, 15 and reading Palahniuk and Vonnegut.


So much of this picture is embarassing/hilarious/awesome. I can't list them.


WHERE IS MY TREE. WHERE IS IT.


ohfuck. I loved Inuyasha SO MUCH. I feel like watching it again now for some reason. Ohhhh nostalgia and shit.


I'LL NEVER NOT LAUGH AT THIS.


Buck 65 is yum. And that guy is hahahahahahahahaha.


THEY MADE THE GROUND SHAKE


lol4hours.


Some sort of "what's in your purse?" business.
1. wallet
2. headphones
3. light reading
4. WOMAN BITS.
5. nail polish
6. hair doodles
7. hand sanitzer
8. paycheck
9. cashhh
10. one earring
11. marlee's dad's phone number
12. a candy wrapper. i got the candy from willy and glynis
13. some pile of receipts.



a much calmer room.


fuck i miss that poster


hay guys we're in montague


awww Mary Theresa.


check out all the songs that never finished downloading. hi dialup.


...and my pictures get REALLY NEW all of a sudden.



KBYE GUYS