I'm really just little

hoodrathoodratHOOCHIEMAMA

2007-10-30T01:47:00.000-03:00

OH GOD I'M ALIVE.

i'm making a post because it's 1:42 am and i'm not asleep and i should be, and i'm just worrying about dumbass shit i shouldn't be worrying about. they include:

- my stupid stupid board game i'm making for school. it's a pirate memory game. called "remembarrr!" i fucking hate pirates. the only good thing about it is the name, and i didn't even come up with that. or the whole idea of a less piratey pirate memory game. oh fuck. i should've just went for "snakes and snakes," if i'm going to waste my time designing board games from little britain sketches.
- the fact that i have like, month-overdue library books. i only think about them when there's NO WAY i can return them. like when it's 1:42 in the morning.
- my passive-agressive desperation makes me really obsessive and pathetic. figure that one out. basically, i just wish i didn't have standards sometimes. VAGUE VAGUE VAGUE. (I'M TALKING ABOUT BOYS IN CASE YOU DIDN'T NOTICE.) i could be a huge slut if i wanted to be! like when that carnie was all "i would be all over you if i wasn't married," i could've said, "OH LOL I DON'T CARE LET'S DO IT." BUT I DIDN'T. A BLESSING AND A CURSE, THESE MORALS.
- i need a haircut so badly. my awful grown out stupid hair makes everything else about my appearance look stupid. i can't look hot with my bangs pinned back. SHALLOW.
- i spend too much money on awful awful food.
- WHAT AM I GOING TO DO AFTER SCHOOL AHHH OH SHIT. what if i don't get a job? i'll be crushed. a lot.
- can i go on living my mac-centric life without osx leopard?
- i need a winter coat that i can love.
- i miss tim horton's butternut squash soup.
- i haven't had an egg roll in years.
- I CAN'T TELL IF I'M LOSING OR GAINING WEIGHT.
- i don't have time to buy avacados to make guacamole. when am i going to by avacados. oh shit, i was avacados RIGHT. NOW.

THIS SHIT KEEPS ME AWAKE AT NIGHT.

and can i just say that walking from baba's, to the the china garden, to some house somewhere (?) to MCDONALDS, to the 24 HOUR NEEDS, and then BACK TO THE HUTCH with newly aquired chips/iced tea/jersey milk bar is a TERRIBLE TERRIBLE IDEA? especially in crazy mod boots. every time i saw a car i wished they'd stop and offer me a drive home. i sat down on the little garden wall in front of mcdonalds and made a drunken promise to move to toronto. i lost a devil horn headband, and then found it without realizing i'd lost it in the first place. i yelled "IM HUNGRY" to some guy outside dinos. fuck. i was hungry.
so it was a terrible idea, but it made for ~*HiLaRiOuS tImEs*~ so i'm kinda glad i did. but my feet still hurt.

drunk on hump day

2007-03-05T12:48:00.000-04:00

This song is way too awesome.
CocoRosie - Rainbowarriors

In other news, I am way too excited for Wednesday night.
"Uhhh yeah we make these out back."

rainbowarriors

2007-03-04T19:46:00.000-04:00

i'm insanely worried that something is going to happen to my opa.
my mom called me and said "no, no news here..." and before i hung up she said "OH opa was in the hospital, he was there for a week and had to have surgery. and he was in a little accident, he tried to open the window when he was driving but he opened the door and went in the swamp and the tow truck had to pull him out."
WTF MOM.

though that i knew what colours were

2007-02-26T22:03:00.000-04:00

ohhh why are the sensible songs all recorded on boomboxes with a severely out of tune guitar?

no no no no no no no no

2007-02-20T20:37:00.000-04:00

This album is everything I need right now, for some reason.
Here's a song from it, yay.

Discount - Half Fiction

Why did Alison Mosshart have to be all "k bye I'm gonna go be in the Kills now."?
The Kills are awful.

last.fm

2007-02-19T01:14:00.000-04:00

http://www.last.fm/user/limechordial/
It FINALLY works on my computer.
Go there, add me, judge me based on my taste in music. PLEASE.

And just for giggles, here's the account I used on the computer at home.
http://www.last.fm/user/danceanthem/
Now it just tracks what my sister listens to. Fuck, she has good tase in music. Except I don't know what that Carrie Underwood song is doing there with SO MANY PLAYS.

old pictures

2007-02-17T23:44:00.000-04:00

My photobucket os a goldmine of hilarity. Trust me.

My Karen O Halloween costume. Shit.

Drew Barrymore's ex-boyfriend in a kimono.

My shelf's got the angles. How shitty. I fucking haaaated Industrial Arts.

HOW DID I SLEEP?!

ugly dog.

OH FLATNOSE. I WOULD GIVE YOU A HEART.

Honestly, HOW DID I SLEEP?

ROOOOOOOLZ

WHY ARE THERE SO MANY PICTURES OF MY ROOM? check out the checked vinyl wrist cuff. I actually wore it. It made me sweaty. I totally get points for being like, 15 and reading Palahniuk and Vonnegut.

So much of this picture is embarassing/hilarious/awesome. I can't list them.

WHERE IS MY TREE. WHERE IS IT.

ohfuck. I loved Inuyasha SO MUCH. I feel like watching it again now for some reason. Ohhhh nostalgia and shit.

I'LL NEVER NOT LAUGH AT THIS.

Buck 65 is yum. And that guy is hahahahahahahahaha.

THEY MADE THE GROUND SHAKE

lol4hours.

Some sort of "what's in your purse?" business.
1. wallet
2. headphones
3. light reading
4. WOMAN BITS.
5. nail polish
6. hair doodles
7. hand sanitzer
8. paycheck
9. cashhh
10. one earring
11. marlee's dad's phone number
12. a candy wrapper. i got the candy from willy and glynis
13. some pile of receipts.

a much calmer room.

fuck i miss that poster

hay guys we're in montague

awww Mary Theresa.

check out all the songs that never finished downloading. hi dialup.

...and my pictures get REALLY NEW all of a sudden.

KBYE GUYS

feel it

2007-02-11T19:59:00.001-04:00

Here's some FREE MUSIC for all you ungrateful shits.

Animal Collective - We Tigers
This song is fucking weird and 99% of the population can't stand it. But OH MAN TIGERSTIGERSTIGERSTIGERSTIGERSOHAHHH
The Aquabats - Pizza Day
MEAL PLAN
The Arcade Fire - Intervention
This is nice, with an organ and other nice stuff. Mmhmm? Yes.
The Boy Least Likely To - Faith
Like George Michael, but with a banjo. Yesplease.
Brendan Benson - Cold Hands, Warm Heart
Oh Brendan Benson, you look like the guy from Puddle of Mud but I love you.
Camera Obscura - San Francisco Song
Also I love Camera Obscura.
Cat Power - I Found A Reason
I wish I could find the Velvet Underground version of this where it's all warm and fuzzy and feels like a sleigh ride. That's fucking awesome.
CocoRosie - By Your Side
There's a remix of the song Far Left by Spank Rock and there's a sample of this song and ohh man loveliness.
The Dresden Dolls - Delilah
But live this time! Yay!
The Exploding Hearts - I'm a Pretender
An awesome band with a really sad story.
Girl Talk - Non-Stop Party Now
FILTHY.
Goldfrapp - Ooh La La
ohh sexy.
Guitar Wolf - Can-Nana Fever
Why am I not TUFF and also Japanese?
Har Mar Superstar - DUI
If he ever makes a song about getting drunk and having Internet access, it might be my anthem.
The Knife - You Make Me Like Charity
It's the girl from CSS in this song. Right? Or maybe I dreamt that.
Malajube - Le Jus de Citron
I DON'T KNOW FRENCH HAY GUYS
The Moldy Peaches - Rainbows
MORE FILTHINESS
My Bloody Valentine - Blown a Wish
eughhh I'm getting tired.
Neutral Milk Hotel - Oh Sister
Oh Comely/Oh Sister/Oh my God they're like the same song.
Of Montreal - Tim, I Wish You Were Born A Girl
awww.
The Only Ones - Another Girl, Another Planet
Claaaaassic.
The Pipettes - Kitchen Sink
Oh I'll tie you to the kitchen sink. I need sleep.
Princess Superstar - NYC Cunt
She took the whole bottle.
Regina Spektor - The Noise
Regina I love you marry me etc etc etc
Rilo Kiley - The Good That Won't Come Out
CONSTIPATION.
The Slits - Love und Romance
the Slits are lovely and skippy and they had BOOOOOBS on their album cover
Spank Rock - Backyard Betty
I'D TAP THE HO
Tilly and the Wall - Bad Education
TAP DANCE YEAH

And I'm gonna give up here because I'm going crazy

drunk

2007-01-28T20:17:00.000-04:00

i embarrass myself.

2007-01-24T16:32:00.000-04:00

When I should be reading/writing about scary Eastern Europeans... I do crap like this.
It was actually for something and it made a few people happy, at least. But I really did not have to spend that much time on the cover.

Download it!

what the fuck, sister?

2007-01-22T17:06:00.000-04:00

12:16:32 PM lafayette_blues@hotmail.com: WHY ARE YOU HOME?
12:16:52 PM kelseycheverie777@msn.com: who are you?
12:16:54 PM lafayette_blues@hotmail.com: kristin
12:17:00 PM kelseycheverie777@msn.com: who?
12:17:05 PM lafayette_blues@hotmail.com: your lovely sister
12:17:15 PM lafayette_blues@hotmail.com: or perhaps this is dad
12:17:16 PM lafayette_blues@hotmail.com: nevermind then
12:17:22 PM kelseycheverie777@msn.com: HAHAHAHA IT ME
12:17:23 PM kelseycheverie777@msn.com: kelsey
12:17:31 PM lafayette_blues@hotmail.com: okay
12:17:51 PM kelseycheverie777@msn.com: there is no school today because our school burnt down
12:17:58 PM lafayette_blues@hotmail.com: fabulous
12:18:05 PM kelseycheverie777@msn.com: you know it.
12:18:18 PM lafayette_blues@hotmail.com: why didn't it burn down when i was there?
12:18:21 PM lafayette_blues@hotmail.com: answer me that
12:18:45 PM kelseycheverie777@msn.com: because you pick your nose with pliers
12:19:01 PM kelseycheverie777@msn.com: heavy duty ones, too.

your skin is something that i stir into my tea

2007-01-18T22:53:00.000-04:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U18vUUkKnog
Some songs just KILL ME lately.
Including that one.
Especially that one.

mixes

2007-01-16T17:55:00.000-04:00

Here's a mix of songs. With a theme, kind of. If you can figure it out you're SMART.

download

Mostly sweet/girly/heartbreaking stuff.
Fuck.

I either feel really awesome lately, or really crap.
I don't know.
Listening to the Moldy Peaches song on that mix doesn't help.
Fuck.
Kimya Dawsom is such a lovely kind of depressing.

we've seen those mountains kneeling, felten and grey

2007-01-15T23:33:00.000-04:00

I had a hilarious phone conversation with my mother.
She called to ask if it was snowing in town. I said, "Yes, yes, it is snowing. Now let me bitch about my living situation for a bit."
She told me to get over it, stick it through, "You said, even if you hated it, you'd stick through it."
And then I started crying.
And then she said she'd think of a way to fix it. And that she was going to come in with Opa on Thursday and they'd take me out for lunch or something.
I am fucking spoiled.

ps. I'm winning.

help.

2007-01-10T17:12:00.000-04:00

I started thinking about this yesterday, and now it's driving me crazy.
What if, instead of moving back home this summer, I just got an apartment in town?

Two weeks in Souris drove me crazy, I can only imagine four months.
Also, what are my possibilities for jobs in Souris? Fish plant or the Visitor's Information Centre, or... the lighthoue or something. Surely they'd be a wider variety of jobs in town? Maybe even a few I'd like?

Also, I feel like I'm growing up REALLY fast, probably because of the length of my course and the people I'm around. I'm going to be 19 when I graduate. Even though plenty of people are still going to be living with their parents at that age, I feel like if I'm at home trying to work things out with my life, I'll just stay there. I want to try to get some sort of job as soon as I graduate.
And if I have some practice with living on my own, paying rent, buying groceries, etc., wouldn't that make the transition from student to CAREER WOMAN a lot easier?
It's just that if I fuck up with my responsibilities now, when I'm still in school, I'd feel better asking my parents for help than I would after I graduate college.

It's weird, growing up/becoming independant used to TERRIFY me. Especially in grade 10/11 when I didn't know what I wanted to do, didn't know how I'd ever be able to take care of myself. Now I've been somewhat on my own for a few months, and whenever I go home I feel so restrained, like I'm in high school again.

I haven't told my parents any of this plan yet because I think they'd DIE if I even suggested that I never wanted to live at home again.

Another option I have is working at the fish plant for May/June, then moving into town.
The only real con with that is that working on the line in the fish plant is MINDLESS. You spend about 12 hours a day, 6 days a week, cutting open lobster and shit with stupid people. I think that, along with hanging with the same people I hung around with in high school, doing the same things... might make me regress a litle bit and make me feel stupid or something. This is a dumb excuse, but it concerns me somehow. Like, how do I go from going out and doing WHATEVER I want, to having to tell my parents that I'm going to drive around with all of these people and I won't drink and I won't do drugs and I won't cause any trouble and I won't go to any strangers's houses and I'll call them if I ever feel uncomfortable at all? HOW do I do that?

Here is feedback I have already. I need more, before I can even SUGGEST this to my parents.

I know exactly what you mean about all that 'grown up' stress. Mind you, I graduate in 4 years, but its on my mind regardless. I've been scouring housing sites for the past half hour, trying to figure out where the hell I'm going to live next year, because there's no way I'll be in residence again. Um, I think you're smartest option is the two month, two month thing. As awesome and appealing as it is to do the whole on your own, all summer idea, it's not really the most logical. Being super stressed about money myself, I think it's best to make a ton and still get a head start on living alone and everything.

I was still in high school when I was 19 (damn Ontario and having grade 13 back then) so you're in a totally different situation then I've been in. If it's a possibility with money and all that, then it would probably be a great experience since you'd get to stay with a bunch of new friends. I don't know your friend situation at home, but it sounds like you've found a better group that you enjoy more in Charlottetown. But if you don't want to worry about money, living at home is good for saving up for the future. I don't think a head start would be all that beneficial for anything other than temporary pleasure, especially if it's only for one summer, and in a time when money is probably as thin as it'll ever be.

Also, how far away is it from home? I'm sure your parents don't want to all of a sudden not see their daughter for a long time, when they were expecting you home. But this is a personal situation that is different for everybody, I'm just speculating. But working at a fish factory... hmm that could be pretty shitty too!

Sooooo if I were you, I would stay at home for one final summer (coming from a 22 year old who lives at home... yeesh) but I'm sure you'll make the best decision for yourself. Good luck with it all!

I really think the best thing would be to work at the fish place over the summer, because you'd be able to save all that money rather than spend it on rent and such. I understand you wanting to dive right into things but there will be plenty of time for that later. However living on your own is nice and sometimes I wish I'd moved out earlier than I did (I was 22). What are your options as far as jobs and cheap places to live?

don't try to grow up toooo fast. at 19 i was married and at 20 i was buying a house. too much!! i'd say to go home and work and save up money so you can learn how to manage that money through your next school year.

I don't know. I think I disagree with Rox and Bug though. If I were in your situation, I'd stay in town, get a small apartment, maybe a roommate, and a job I liked. As far as your mom being sad that you're not home, well, that's just part of it. You gotta leave the nest sometime. While you're in college is a good time to start dealing with things like rent and bill juggling, having a job and so forth. Then again, 19 is pretty young. I was 20 and a Junior in college when I moved into my first apartment with my then-boyfriend-eventually-ex-husband. (I don't recommend moving in with a boy, by the way). If you do decide to stay in town and get a job and so forth, just remember that in addition to paying rent and bills, groceries and fun money, you also need to start a SAVINGS account if you don't already have one. And contribute to it regularly. Never underestimate the sense of freedom having a couple months' security in the bank will give you. Good luck!

I agree with Annie, and also the others to an extent. I think the key is to do what you think will work best for you obviously and it's never good to do something that you feel is forcing you to be something you're not ready for. But I've had a job that I allows me to look after myself since the age of 16, been at Uni and fended for myself since 18 and paid all my bills and had my own apartment/house since 18/19. I don't mean 'hey look at me', just 'hey look, if a retard like me can do it, so can you!'. Because it's really a lovely feeling to be independent. And it's not that big a step of difficulty, it's not as scary as it might seem. So do what works for you but responsibility is totally fun and awesome and it feels great to step into the world of adulthood properly. Good luck with whatever you do.

GOD BLESS THE INTERNET, REALLY.

as blue as the blue in yr eye

2007-01-07T18:47:00.000-04:00

I probably shouldn't divulge things that often!
Or get so fucked up that it takes me a few minutes to realize I'm crying.
Or 29524830 other bad things.
Now my tablet doesn't work and I have to use the little pad-thing on the laptop.
Ahhhhh.

that's why I make records!

2007-01-06T13:48:00.000-04:00

Outside the cars are beeping out a song just in your honour.

I never thought the day would come where I would spent my Friday night obsessing over Alphonse Mucha.
Eughhhh.

18 TIL I DIE

2007-01-04T18:21:00.000-04:00

That's what my dad sang to me on the phone today. He is STRANGE.
I am in fact eighteen right now, and it's kinda nice.
I got my hair all did and everything.

Also I am a huge nerd and last night I listened to this song on repeat for half an hour up until 12:00 AM. And at around 11:56 I synched it up so that it would end right when it was my birthday.
Haha!

CHECK IT OUT

2007-01-02T16:45:00.000-04:00

I like to force my music on everyone, so here's a pile of songs you should download. If you know what's good for you.

Stars - Ageless Beauty (More Serene Mix)
If it was up to me, I would make sure the title of this indicated that it "bopped." But I'm not in charge of stuff like that, and it saddens me.
Mason vs Princess Superstar - Perfect Exceeder
HAHAHAHAHA. YES PLEASE
Reklame - Coca-Cola For Oss Alle
Norwegian Coke ads: Let me marry them
Joanna Newsom - Peach, Plum, Pear
This makes me want some sort of kingdom, complete with minstrels. Oh please.
Tori Amos - A Case Of You
I listened to the original of this song way to much lately. This is the only cover that makes sense.
Nouvelle Vague - Love Will Tear Us Apart
French girls singing old punk/new wave songs. Why has this not taken over the world?
Girl Talk - Minute by Minute
All Girl Talk is fun, but this is best because it has JEFF MANGUM COUNTING.
Neutral Milk Hotel - Holland, 1945
LISTEN TO JEFF MANGUM COUNT.
Spank Rock - Lindsay Lohan
I try not to listen to this when my mother's in the room.

Mischa Barton's sister

2007-01-01T14:22:00.000-04:00

Why do I want to be her?

Random

2006-12-20T22:18:00.000-04:00

40 of The Most Random Questions You Will Ever Fill Out.

1) What side of the heart do you draw first?
Right

2) Can you dive without plugging your nose?
No

3) What color is your razor?
Pink

4) What is your blood-type?
I don't know. Oops.

5) Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
Pretty sure no one. Maybe Macaulay Culkin.

6) What is a rumor someone has spread about you?
That I killed goldfish, way back when I was three. Fuck, I love goldfish. I wouldn't kill one.

7) How do you feel about carrots?
They're fun, and if you eat enough your skin turns orange. A+ for carrots!

8) How many chairs at the dining room table?
Two benches

9) Which is the best Spice Girl?
I enjoyed Posh.

10) Do you know what time it is?
Time to get a new watch, ha.

11) Do you know all the words to the Fresh Prince Theme Song?
Probably!

12) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
Bitch and complain.

13) What's your favorite kind of gum?
I've never given it much thought. Fruity-type flavours are nice.

14) All's fair in love and war.
Yeah okay. (?)

15) Do you have a crush on anyone?
Ummm perhaps.

16) Do you know how to use some words correctly, but not know the meaning?
This makes no sense. Shut up.

17) Do you like to sleep?
UH HUH.

18) Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings Time?:
I GUESS I DON'T!

19) Do you know the words to the song Total Eclipse of the Heart?
Once upon a time I was falling in love, now I'm only falling apart... Yes.

20) Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?
No.

21) What's something you've always wanted?
A boy har har har. Yeah.

22) Do you have hairy legs?
Yes. Fuck you, it's winter

23) What does "Semper Fidelis" stand for?
YR FACE

24) Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?
Ocean. Lakes are creepy.

25) Do you wear a lot of black?
No.

26) Describe your hair.
At the moment, long and tangled and in need of some sort of cut/dye job.

27) Do you have Entomophobia?
If I don't know what it is, I don't have it.

28) Are you an adult?
IN THE WIZARDING WORLD HOLLA

29) Where is/are your best friend(s)?
EVERYWHERE

30) Do you have a tan?
NEVER

31) Are you addicted to TV?
No. At the moment it's all I do (because I have nothing else) and it's SO BORING.

32) Do you enjoy spending time with your mother?
Yeah, for a bit.

33) Are you a sugar freak?
YES

35) What sign are you?
Capricorn.

36) Where do you wish you were right now?
Charlottetown.

37) Who did you copy this from?
Haley on Facebook

38) How do you know them?
Internets.

39) Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
No. Unless KISSING ASS counts. But I didn't even do that, crap.

40) What are your plans for the weekend?
Saturday = Opening gifts with family. Sunday = going to Mass at midnight, fuck.

Yeah, so my life is easily the most boring it's ever been.

Today I went outside to get the paper and realized it was the first time I went outside since Sunday.

And I still need to get my sister a Christmas present.

And I got my marks back and they were okay, between 74 and 81. Okay, but I value the evaluation more than the actual marks, I think.
But I'll kick ass next term, seriously.

My schedule for the next little bit:

Tomorrow and Friday - Fuckall, unless some emergency shopping trip happens. Which it has to.
Saturday - Opening gifts with cousins/uncles. This usually happens on Christmas Eve, but due to custody shit it's happening the day before. Also, because there's retarded midnight mass on Sunday. "So we can't have a few drinks," says my mom.
Sunday - Sleeping at church
Monday - Hopefully no tears on Christmas morning. I realized as soon as my mother was done shopping that I might want a scanner and a Polaroid camera. Oops. So hopefully I get nice surprises. Hopefully I get my sister a present. Hopefully Mom likes the present me and Kelsey are pouring our hearts and souls into. Hopefully.

Also iTunes is retarded. "Xmas Cake" by Rilo Kiley has 128 plays (what?) and "Get Behind Me, Santa" by Sufjan Stevens has 98 plays. I did not listen to those songs that much.

This is some sort of Christmas conspiracy.

East Point

2006-12-15T17:01:00.000-04:00

East Point is easily the most boring invention ever invented.
There's a lighthouse and some windmill's and that's really about it.

Today I took a drive up the north side, and then through Souris down to the south side JUST BECAUSE I was bored and had nothing to do with no one.

This is a little sad.

I've never met a more impossible girl

2006-12-12T17:30:00.000-04:00

This song is so strange... once every month or so I rediscover it and listen to it NONSTOP.

The Dresden Dolls - Delilah

In this same bar where you slammed down your hand
And said "Amanda, i'm in love"
No you're not
You're just a sucker for the ones who use you
And it doesn't matter what I say or do
The stupid bastard's gonna have his way with you...
... so I have this on repeat today, is what I mean.

Tomorrow is my last class of 2006. I'm kind of happy and sad at the same time.
I'm not happy about cleaning up/packing, that's for sure. Eugh.

I did have my evaluation yesterday, which was actually kind of fun, I thought. I was right about what I was good at/what needed improvement, but it was good to have some sort of validation.

HOW TO WIN AT GRAPHIC DESIGN

2006-12-10T23:27:00.000-04:00

- Use strange-coloured tape. Purple, for example.
- Let classmates sleep over in your room. But it's not enough to just sleep, you kind of have to sprawl out all over your bed as well as your roommates. Also you should like, spoon and shit.
- MUSTACHES. If you don't know what I'm talking about, you don't deserve to know.
- Incorporate cats into everything you do. Incorporate monorails into everythin you do. Incorporate both for MAXIMUM effect.
- Live at school.
- PELIKAN gouache. In JARS.

YEAH SO I HOPE THIS HELPS

HERE'S SOME SONGS 'N' SHIT

Amy Millan - I Will Follow You Into The Dark (LIVE WITH STEEL GUITARS AND COUNTRY-SOUNDING SHIT)
The Brunettes - Loopy Loopy Love (UH YEAH)
Mates of State - Abercrombie (I'M KINDA EMO BUT IT'S OKAY BECAUSE IT'S MATES OF STATE
Jenny Lewis and the Watson Twins - Fernando (NOT THE ABBA SONG, BUT CONAN TALKS FOR A BIT AT THE END)

loopy loopy somethingorother

2006-11-30T19:31:00.002-04:00

I've settled into school a bit and it's going nicely.
Only I feel like I'm getting a bit burnt out. Maybe I need Christmas, maybe?

ALSO I need Montreal in January!

Apparently the family is going for a weekend in January, and I hope I'm allowed to come too.
I'll be 18/legal/able to see a show, maaaybe?
I need to get in touch with Katrien and see about meeting up with her somewhere.
Fucking riiiiiiight for LR meetups!

At the moment a bunch of people are in my room watching the OC, and whenever Sandy shows up all I can think about is SCHOOL.
AHHHH.

obscura

2006-09-21T21:26:00.000-03:00

Hey! I picked up my shiny MacBook yesterday. His name is Phillip and he's kinda hot.
Except now the pen pressure/eraser on my tablet doesn't work in Photoshop. Oops...
Whatever though. College/rez life is good and fun, really. My residence is a crappy falling-down motel. My classroom in college is brand new, WHAT A CONRAST. Contrast is good, that's what I learned in school.

banjo

2006-08-28T20:49:00.000-03:00

Insecurities, shyness, and paranoia do not mix well at ALL.
They ruined my whole day, in fact.
God, I'm DUMB.

I want to have life experiences to Anthems for a Seventeen-Year-Old Girl by Broken Social Scene, but the way things are going, that is NOT going to happen ever.

And my computer is in China.

And I'm damn sad.

Damn.

I want passion in my eyes

2006-08-24T10:06:00.000-03:00

This shy girl is moving on up, going to fucking college in a week and a half.
I don't know what to do, really.
I think I'm going to like it but I'm worried. I think I'll be the youngest one there. And that everyone will hate me and ostracize me or whatever.
It's normal paranoia, but in that setting it's going to be worse.
Here's something.

Click it! It's what I'm going to school for, it better be good.

Now it's time to be cryptic!
I hate it when something good comes along and I kind of let it go by. I get worried if people are too nice to me. Normal paranoia for me, once again.
But I let things go by too late, I can count all these things and then slap my head because I'm an idiot about it.

I'm just going to become a raging asexual and reproduce by budding, it's gonna be okay!

it's summertime

2006-08-16T13:54:00.000-03:00

"So when I called my dad to say I was sorry I missed church, he told me, 'There's someone bigger you should be saying sorry to.'"
"HE MEANT GOD!"

Girl's Night was generally a success. Lots of laffs were had.

I'm navigationally retarded.

Pictures to come later

PS: If all goes well, I'm going to have a new laptop computer by the end up today.

translation

2006-08-14T22:51:00.000-03:00

I'll start this blog off with a song reccomendation.
Broken Social Scene - Major Label Debut (Fast)
Today I took my dog for a walk on the beach. We both ran and I listened to that song really really loud on my headphones. I felt like I was in a movie.

I'm very excited for tomorrow. I work from 8:30 until 4:30 (yay Souris Library!), and then some friends I haven't seen in a while are picking me up and we're hitting up CHARLOTTETOWN.
This is the conversation I had with my friend the other night about it:

"Yeah, we're going to go to town and have a girl's day on Tuesday!"
"Sweet!"
"Yeah, it'll be me, you, Mary Theresa and Jason!"
"I can't wait!"

How sad, we don't even think he's a man.

Anyway, it will hopefully be a good time. I'm going to take squillions of pictures, maybe.